BENEATH HER DARKNESS: The Alpha’s Little Demon
Chapter 22 – Confused State
ADAN STONE…
Lucy and I were still lying down on the cold floor. Her head and shoulders were slanted against my chest. My hand was on her stomach, caressing and trailing my fingers on her soft skin while she played with her hair.
We stayed silent for a while, but it didn’t seem boring. It felt calm, just exactly what I needed. I knew she was anything but ordinary. Too far from Omegas I spent time with.
Others would cover themselves up after we were done with the deed, but Lucy was confidently splayed out n@ked beside me, not caring in the world that I could see and touch her body. But I liked her that way.
“Alpha…” Her sweet voice snapped me out of my thoughts. “…are they not going to look for us? I mean for you?”
“Are you throwing me out after you used my body?” I asked her back. A smug smirk crossed my face as I slipped my arms under my head.
Lucy giggled softly before she turned her body around and propped an elbow on the cold, wooden floor, and rested her chin on her knuckles while she stared at. Her eyes were beaming, and it was making my heart flutter. I was enjoying the happiness radiating from her face.
“If it’s up to me, I’ll wrap you around me. But then you’re an Alpha, you have a task bigger than being annoyed by an Omega.” I licked my lips before I pulled one hand under my head and touched her arm, rubbing it gently.
“Are you not cold? The floor is cold… and you’re n@ked.” I was concerned she might get too cold because she didn’t have a wolf yet, and this was the north. I was not even sure if she was born here and could adapt to the cold weather.
“I’m not cold. I have a really hot Alpha beside me. He’s keeping me warm.
“Hmmm, you think I’m hot?”
“Yes. Really hot. Sizzling…” She gestured with her free hand, and I captured it before entwining my hands with hers. Her body stiffened at my action before she relaxed, and I couldn’t blame her. I didn’t know why I did it either. Maybe she was a witch and was using some sort of spell on me because I couldn’t f*uc*king control myself around her.
“Alpha…”
“Hmmm…”
“Do you think I’m hot?”
I chuckled as my hand played with her hand on mine. “Are you flirting with me?”
“No. I was just asking. I was just wondering how long until you get tired of me.”
“Are you already planning how to run away from my pack?”
“If I am, I won’t be telling.” A teasing smile curled on her lips, and before I could stop myself, I already pushed my body up and cupped her face as I smashed my mouth against her, kissing her again.
She M0@ned softly as she moved from her position and straddled my lap. My ere*ction was prodding against her c0re, and if I pushed forward, I would be inside her again in no time. But my Beta decided that now was the best time to mind link me.
‘Alpha? Are you still in the territory?’
‘Yes. Why?’
‘I thought you were on your way to the city, but when I checked the border, they said you hadn’t passed yet, and I saw your car in the parking lot.’
‘So obviously, I’m still here.’ I answered sarcastically.
My mouth was full of Lucy’s bre@st, and my perfect Omega was grinding her p*uss*y against my already hard c*oc*k.
‘Where are you? Will you still head out?’
‘Training hall. And no, we’ll go tomorrow.
‘What are you doing there?’
‘For f*uc*k sake, I’m training Lucy to get her wolf out. Can we talk later?’
‘Well, I can’t see you around the training hall unless you were training in the female locker room.’
‘f*uc*k off!’
‘I will. See you at dinner, Alpha. Or let me know if you would rather have someone bring dinner for you so you can spend the whole night trying to make Lucy’s wolf come out.’
He chuckled at his reply, and I didn’t respond to him anymore so as to not prolong the conversation. I wasn’t giving a f*uc*k if he knew what we were doing here.
“Are you still mind linking someone?” The Omega asked, with her lips slightly pouting. She had stopped grinding against me already, but her hands were still on my shoulders. She looked like a jealous girlfriend.
“Done. What’s with the face? It’s my Beta.”
“Oh… I thought one of your Omegas.”
“One of my Omegas?”
“I don’t know how many you have.” She answered, shrugging her shoulders.
“I only have one. And she’s straddling me right now, and I think she’s throwing a tantrum.”
She shook her head, her mouth open as she tried to find words to say. “I was just asking. I know I shouldn’t, but sometimes I can’t control my mouth.”
“I can tell.” I scoffed.
And then it hit me all at once. This Omega was getting too comfortable and I was just letting her. Soon, I would be like a puppy doing her bidding. I didn’t want anyone to control me. Especially not a female.
“Get off of me.”
Her face warped into a confused expression. “Alpha?”
“Get off of me. And put your clothes on.”
My voice sounded too cold, but it had to. She needed to know her place. She didn’t say anything and just did what I asked her to. I didn’t waste any time and grabbed my pants. I saw her scouring the area for her clothes before her eyes landed on her ripped shirt. I threw my shirt at her at the exact moment she looked at me and it landed on her face.
I turned around and walked to the door, unlocking it before I spoke. “I’ll see you at the packhouse.”
And then I just left. I didn’t wait for her to say anything. I knew that was an a*s*shole move, but it’s what I’ve been doing with every female, so it shouldn’t concern me. She needed to know her place and I needed to hold on to my control.
She’s just an Omega. She’s not my mate. She’s not my Luna. I kept repeating this to myself, trying to justify the treatment I gave her.
I walked out of the training building and went straight into the forest lines. I had no intention of going back to the packhouse at the moment. I wanted time to think so I could put my life back in order.
I began running, on my feet, letting the wind shut my mind off. In moments like this, I miss my wolf. I miss sharing my innermost thoughts with him. I felt alone – I had no wolf that could help pacify the confusion inside me.